April 01, 2010


holla world
i've been thinking abaout those words above since i applied my bengkoang mask on hahaha

it's time to make a scrap mind,, yupp it's quite similar wt scrap book but, i wont use any paper, it's global warming issue pal :D
first thing : i love to be cynical wt my life, the best part is i can see ME from the different angle, rite? there's noting wrong about it :D
next : i hate licker-person, u know what, they're just so hypocrite about life, hello it's 2010 everyone! it'll take my whole life to understand their way of life, duh! so let's forget about them my friend, just make our own better ways now on hohoho
last : i believe that there is no such thing named coincidence!! yippeey
i do believe in God's plans, they are just SO PERFECT, and perfect lead us to beauty, it's God's art, people!live it! there will always a string,and i always try to pull the string in every common-called-coincidence, that's a fun job, sometime things can deceive your judgement easily, and we should learn from our own mistakes :)
stop fooling yourself by act someone u're not. just let around u disappear and u fill ur own blanks
ah!those are my rando[m]ind never mind about things i wrote, its not about you tho, it's always about me *cuphs

nb: i love this abstract life :*

March 29, 2010

what the..??!

it's monday, in the morning i hoped it'll be such a nice,bright,happy day
in fact,those hopes are ruined by my magnificent M2 sableeeennng!!
hey meeen,i just wanna download some songs,,eererrgggghhh

it's becoming a "misuh" day..eventho i have no major reason to hate this day :p
well..well..i really dunno what to write,kinda sopor rite now hahaha
actually i got something to do,,-___-" i should touch the mtf glaucoma handout,but my butt aint moving even for an inch hahaha

ah!i've a story to share!it's about may new babies,my cactuses from my dear cadet.
woops wrong photo :p

slowly but sure they get rotten each day,,aaah it's a sad story
i've tried to place them outside, so that they can earn more sunlight..huhuhu
pleaase ya Allah,,give their life back..T___T

okeyh,tyme to grab that piece i've told ya!xoxo

March 13, 2010

half life by Emogen Heap

I knew that I'd get like this again
That's why I try to keep at bay
Be a hundred percent when I'm with you and then
The perfect heart's length away

The stickler is you've played not one beat wrong
You never promised me anything
Even sat me down and warned me just how they fall
I knew the odds were I'd never win

Yet here I am

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

My self-worth measured in text back tempo
It's been two days and 8 minutes too slow
Well there may well be others but I still like to pretend
That I'm the one you really want to grow old with

Got a schedule to stick to, got a world to keep sweet
You're so much to everyone all the time
Will you ever slow down? Will I ever come first?
The universe contracts to sigh

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

Hold me
Darling, please

Hold me
Darling, please

You know you'll never be lonely, no you'll always be loved
And maybe you never need more than that
But for the surplus that loves, what's to become of us?
Does it even register on your conscience?

Long for one last showdown from a box in a crowd
Air compressed tight to explode
I'm clenching my ticket to the only way out
As you disappear in a puff of smoke

It's a half life
With you as my quarterback
A daft life

i want u to feel it,i wont regret every single second that i've spend wt's amazing :')

January 07, 2010

keep blaming myself

i was a moron
the stupidest girl ever
it's easier for me to blame myself over and over again
i drown too deep,so then no one could ever find me
and i dont wanna be found either
i will blame myself,it makes me relief

now, all i want is Allah's mercy for SINS i've done
lil strength to cover my weakness
warm arm to hold
just gimme some space,i wanna explore my mistakes

and when the time is right,i will make them proud, forgive and forget my past
cry and hatred is the best answer for now