January 07, 2010

keep blaming myself

i was a moron
the stupidest girl ever
it's easier for me to blame myself over and over again
i drown too deep,so then no one could ever find me
and i dont wanna be found either
i will blame myself,it makes me relief

now, all i want is Allah's mercy for SINS i've done
lil strength to cover my weakness
warm arm to hold
just gimme some space,i wanna explore my mistakes

and when the time is right,i will make them proud, forgive and forget my past
cry and hatred is the best answer for now